exposed

Oops… i think i’m exposed… one of my friends (actually i mean wah yoong… by the way, r u watching…) actually found this blog. Since i’m using the same account (which i use to create other blogs) to create this blog, he said he’ll find here no matter what, even if i change the url for this blog… that’s what he said lar… dun know true or not…

So… why i’m kept “hiding” away… in fact, as long as i remember, i always been hiding things such as feelings/thoughts/opinions about people, the thing i desire, dream (if i really have any) and blah blah blah deep within me… why… i oso want to know why…

Maybe it’s the tv’s fault… a couple of spy-stuff tv programmes (series, animes, movies …) i watch when i’m a kid made myself not to expose to much of me to the others or “i’ll be in danger” … Or maybe it’s because i lack of self-confidence… i always skeptical of myself… always afraid that i’ll do something wrong (although i always do) … always afraid that when i share my stuff and others will laugh at me… Or maybe i’m not knowing much enough to share about… since i like something but never ever mad about anything (eg. i’m a MU fan, but not a die-hard one; i like Kamen Rider 555, but i’ve never watch other Kamen Rider series except Kamen Rider Black RX) …

Maybe…

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