illness

The very first second of the day i was still working on the cultural exhibition at the library foyer. And work goes on until 4.00am++ .

Actually i dun think i hv contribute much to the exhibition. Hui Ting is the main decision maker, Ah Yam play that role on the info part, Ah Foong on the design part, Chiat on the financial part… actually i’m just like a helping around working commitee. That’s why when Hui Ting was not around and the CNYE vice-director Zi Wei ask me what he can help next, i really felt helpless, dun know how i’m going to answer him. Well i did act sort of “Like this ah…”, “Wait ah…”, “Let me see…” and so on. But finally i did told him that i need to ask Hui Ting to confirm what to do…To be honest, i’m not quite happy about that. I’m the vice-team leader of the cultural exhibition, i should hv been able to make more decision. Well i’m not going to blame anyone as i know ME myself is the one who is responsible. Well i always been lazy. From the very begining of my partnership with Hui Ting i always tell myself that must make good use of what i’ve learned during my high school, when i was a prefect. I always tell myself that must think, plan, organise something regarding the exhibition n do my best to lend a hand to Hui Ting. But after all these months of preparation, i ended up as an lazy, ignorant person who didn’t quite following up things and could hardly know some very details of the exhibition. That’s why i’m really really damn panic when i was told to replace Hui Ting to attend a Press Conference at 8.30am (Hui Ting has others things regarding the exhibition to do at 9.00am and and afraid can’t turn up at KL at 2.00pm) . How do suppose a guy who hardly know the exhibition in depth to do a briefing or presentation in such an occasion? Well, Zi Wei, Yu Yin n even Chiat did praise my speechcraft but i think it’s more like a morale support rather than a recognition. Or maybe i did make some impressions during the briefing of the exhibition at the 交流 with melaka CNYE organising commitee.

5.00am++ , that’s the time when i finished the work, back to hostel, took my bath n lie myself on d bed. I fell asleep although i “insist” that i hv to be awake bcoz i need to show up at the STAD building at 8.00am…

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